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Literature
Wish Upon a Star
It's hard to chase after a star
When all it does is twinkle from afar
It leaves you very badly longing
But with this distance, you can do nothing
All you can do is gaze and gaze
It's like figuring out an impossible maze
When the clouds pass by, you shudder
Thinking, "What if it's gone forever?"
It has to fall from the sky to be with you
But you don't want the star to fall
It hurts but no one knows better than you
That the star belongs to the sky after all
And you love gazing at the star
Twinkling in the beautiful night sky
There it should stay forever a star
And that's why you learn to fly
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I'm Just Like Everyone
I'm no one special.
I'm just like every girl you see. I have whims, moods and wishes. I've got minuses and a whole load of pointless worries. I'm not perfect. I'm too emotional. You've probably met loads of girls like me, which is maybe why you doubt my words and my feelings. Maybe you see them in me. Maybe you feel like everything I do is superficial.
The truth is, I'm just very anxious. You are the most wonderful guy I've met. Sure you've got flaws, but I love every bit of it. If I could paint, I'd have made a hundred masterpieces of you. Just you being there gives me warmth. But I've never felt like this before so I don't know what to do. Which is probably why I turned clumsy and childish around you before I even noticed.
Then again, I hope you'd believe me when I say that I'm like every girl, every woman you've met. I've got whims, moods, wishes and passions. Dear, I really love you, if I could, I would fish the stars out of the sky for you. But I guess like everyone, I've got wish
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Literature
Musings #02: Bartending
Ready for your training, yeah?
Okay, let's start.
See this glass bottle?
There. Hold it.
Twirl it around.
Toss it in the air.
Catch it.
Good. You're good at this!
Okay, let's do some bartender moves. Careful now...flick it up and then--
Aw crap, you weren't careful!
Welp, you go find another glass then. It should be easy enough for you.
You know, like how you play with hearts and break them and just go around looking for replacements.
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Literature
Musings #01: Frigid Heart
When you despair, it's never good to be cold and turn your heart into ice.
You see, ice is fragile. It breaks easily.
Hence your never-ending heartbreak cycle.
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Literature
3 AM Again
It's 3 and my mind is wandering off again.
I'm drowning in this torrential flood again.
Looking for your hand but you're never here again.
Gotta grab a branch and hold on to dear life again.
And wait, wait until the water calms and subsides again.
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Literature
The Limerick of their Lives
I talk to animals.
I laugh, cry or shout at the screen when I watch movies and series at home.
I eat when I crave and I gain weight because of it.
I cry at night for all the trivial problems in my life, when there are others in the world who have heavier problems.
I post my thoughts and my heart on social media even when my 'friends' never liked or commented them.
I'm just an open book, albeit a boring one, when others have more interesting stories in their pages.
I am not totally sociable. I go home when everybody goes out and parties, just because I wanna go home earlier.
People, especially the guy I like, have flat-out described me an attention-seeker to which I just laughed and shrugged off. I try not to distract them for a while, but I would always get so bored I'd distract them anyway.
But they really don't have to worry because I don't occupy their attention span that long--because I can only converse trivial things. Just total nonsense to them: how the red jacket of a workmate
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Literature
Fortress
Knock knock on his frozen heart
Hollow metal clang rang aloud
My fingers stick, can't pull apart
Icy tendrils drape like a shroud
I call his name and hope he hears
Through the blizzard's deep deep howl
Past the icy fortress built with his fears
From the moment his love went foul
If he hears my sobs and hears my cries
Will he look down from his window?
Will he realize when he sees my eyes
That he can escape to my warm meadow?
If he had forsook warmth and love
Then why can I feel his heart longing?
He can descend from the cold above
Or I can climb up if he's so scared of falling
But dear, he needs to hear my voice
Amidst the blizzard's hollow thralls
He needs to make it his own choice
And thaw his own fortress's icy walls
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Literature
Battlefield Rhapsody
Boom boom boom boom
Exploded the drums of men
Tud tud tud tud
Their odd feet marched
Taratatak tak tak tak
Fired their strange guitars
Ahhh! No! Grahh! Ugh!
Was their dreadful chorus
...
And the sudden silence
The sudden end of war
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Literature
Murder
Where the filth of men
Lay boldly unburrowed
Flocked a dark omen
As their cries followed
Like tattered cloak
They fell from the sky
As pungent smoke
Came clouding by
Discarded remains
Of a promising child
Picked like feed grains
By the urban wild
The stench of decay
Invaded my nose
Like gravestone were they
The murder of crows
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Literature
Woods
Shiver as spindly silhouettes block the hazy moonlight
Like giant terrible fingers wiring out of the ground
The cries, screeches, squeals and howls of the night
Fingers scratching dark skies, every bit a haunting sound
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Literature
Blue Gelatin
A thick blanket of blue gelatin
Riddled with chunks and strips
Of beautiful creatures and rocks
Darker, darker it gets the deeper
And more mysterious, cryptic
And amazing its wonders
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Literature
Lone Wolf Hunt
His fur was not enough to fend off freezing bites
As cruel cold fingers invaded his stalling veins
His paws numb from the march through blizzard nights
Each step a burden as his will quickly drains
His pack moved on and left him in the dead of winter
Nowhere to rest, nowhere to go and nowhere to live
But such is the fate of the weak runt of the litter
If only he was stronger, if only he wasn't naive
Omega as he mere be, he howled with all his might
Still the blizzard raged and deafened his cries
But his ears perked up to a noise soft and light
He braced, prey or predator, he feeds or he dies
The growl of angry snow couldn't hide the scent
Or the stain which lit like a scarlet beacon on white
Maybe thirty strides ahead wafted iron so pungent
Dead prey; he jogged, he ran, he raced in delight
"Huff, huff" he went towards the bloody hare
He thought it oddly stood stiff, but he didn't care
Seven nights away from the pack, seven nights alone
Seven nights hungry, but he couldn't hunt on his o
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Literature
Flicker
She stood there staring
The mist swallowing her
Her amber hair billowing
Like a flame, flicker, flicker
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Literature
Nightbound
The blanket of night covers the sky
A pearl glows before a sapphire shadow
Haze creeps beyond and all over
A nightingale sings of nightly wonder
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Literature
Nature's Orchestra: Storm
The winds battered the trees
The raindrops slapped my cheeks
Thunders clapped in an ovation
As the skies deliver their rendition
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- WILL EDIT EVERYTHING IN THIS PAGE LATER when I don't feel too lazy lol
- am pro deviant-stalker! :D No, not really. LOL
- am by no means an artist (heck, I can't even do proper lineart)
- just linger around and stalk you awesome ppl (this is heaven~~ :3)
- am a programmer, frustrated writer and [desperate to be but still not an] artist
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- think Magi is sacred
- think you should watch Log Horizon, Noragami, Hamatora, Guilty Crown, Kingdom (oh please forgive the animation for this one...the story is soo awesome~) and many many more series that I love~~~ :3
- (as you may have noticed from the previous lines) love anime...and One Piece is the King of Anime!!! (OMG, LAW IS SOOO HAWT!)
- talk a lot like a drunk person when I'm veeeeery sleepy
- for the record, have never been drunk -- SCRATCH: have been drunk...once! YEY FINALLY!
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Do you hate drama? Better not read this. This is just a way for me to vent my feelings out without posting onto FB (because if I do, my "friends" would just complain I'm being a drama queen/attention whore again).

There. I warned you.

My dream had always been to go to live and work in Japan as a programmer.

A few months back, our company had this awesome project prospect where members could go to Japan and work there onsite. I was one of the lucky ones who got chosen as prospective member. So I took the interview, and was really hopeful that the client would go through with the project. This was February.

Fast forward to April, we were yet to hear from the client but then word came: they were gonna visit on May. So we trained rigorously. You could say we were trained to practically please them. When they came, everything was good. We even thought that we overtrained, and the dinner was so good. It was fun to finally speak Japanese freely in my own words--not the ones they drill into our heads like protocol. (Do you even call that a conversation?)

Then we were made to wait for the verdict...again.

Guess what? The project fell through.

I feel all kinds miserable right now, and getting out of bed has grown to become difficult as the days pass.

I cannot even articulate the things that brought about all these negative emotions. I've got questions. Did I look that unimpressive/untrustworthy? Was it because I'm a girl? Was it because I look like this anime fanatic who cannot stop talking about anime? Did I look incompetent? Was is just because I look a little bit pretty that they thought I may just be a pretty face with hay for brains?



I don't know. All I know is that this miserable feeling of failure doesn't go away. I know that because while I've always learned to move on from my little failures, I've failed epically twice in the past, and I could barely recover from those. I'm thinking of quitting my job because it doesn't get me nowhere when I'm always being underestimated as the pretty face. I know my workmates don't think that way, but our clients most probably do. I've always wanted to go to Japan, and that dream just shattered. Should I take up masters and take that scholarship where they'd take me to Japan? I don't know. I don't even have money.

Crap. I just feel like shit.

Activity


Hi. I'm not really active here, but I am someone really interested in art. My triggers were anime and manga series, but I also love looking at surrealist art, though I'm not exactly an expert on it.

I draw from time to time but I'm not exactly good at it (though I hope to be good one day). My hobbies include watching anime, reading manga, and daydreaming--all of these I do and from time to time I'm able to create stories.

Among all the stories I have created in my mind, right now I have two stories I wanna share to the public, and I wanna publish them at webtoons.com. It was my dream to someday be able to publish a story--be it be a novel or a comic series. I personally prefer the latter because I enjoy sharing what I imagine.

Now I know everyone here loves art and most of us have dreams like this, and I almost think they are impossible. I was thinking that someday I will be able to work on a manga, and I know how naive I sound. Of course it is never easy. Being a working person, I know our dreams never come easy--there's a price for everything.

Which is why no matter how naive I am, I just at least want to try doing this. I want to submit at least one work for each of the 2 stories I have mentioned above. I want to put something in the discovery page in webtoons. I have loads of other stories to share, too.

I hope I can find an artist willing to collaborate with me. I will help with coloring/lining if you'd ever ask to. If there are other writers who also want to collaborate with me and help me polish my stories via brainstorming, I'd be more than happy to accept your help.

You may send me a note and we can start a group.

I am so embarrassed for posting this, but I don't know of any other way to find people who are willing to collaborate with me. If you have any advice, I'd be thankful to hear them.
It's hard to chase after a star
When all it does is twinkle from afar
It leaves you very badly longing
But with this distance, you can do nothing

All you can do is gaze and gaze
It's like figuring out an impossible maze
When the clouds pass by, you shudder
Thinking, "What if it's gone forever?"

It has to fall from the sky to be with you
But you don't want the star to fall
It hurts but no one knows better than you
That the star belongs to the sky after all

And you love gazing at the star
Twinkling in the beautiful night sky
There it should stay forever a star
And that's why you learn to fly
I'm no one special.

I'm just like every girl you see. I have whims, moods and wishes. I've got minuses and a whole load of pointless worries. I'm not perfect. I'm too emotional. You've probably met loads of girls like me, which is maybe why you doubt my words and my feelings. Maybe you see them in me. Maybe you feel like everything I do is superficial.

The truth is, I'm just very anxious. You are the most wonderful guy I've met. Sure you've got flaws, but I love every bit of it. If I could paint, I'd have made a hundred masterpieces of you. Just you being there gives me warmth. But I've never felt like this before so I don't know what to do. Which is probably why I turned clumsy and childish around you before I even noticed.

Then again, I hope you'd believe me when I say that I'm like every girl, every woman you've met. I've got whims, moods, wishes and passions. Dear, I really love you, if I could, I would fish the stars out of the sky for you. But I guess like everyone, I've got wishes that might hardly come true. Too bad; I've wished so much for you.

Every night I realize this, my heart feels like it shatters to a million pieces. But I still look forward to tomorrow, because I'm like every girl, every woman, every person on the street. I've got whims, moods, wishes, passions and most of all, I've got hope for tomorrow.

Despite the tears, I still look forward to seeing you another day, because you are so special to me.
I'm Just Like Everyone
I wish you could read this.
A Hundred Love Letters for You
Letter #001
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ArthurTheBraveOne Featured By Owner May 5, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Weeeee thank you for adding my silly little limerick Delight to your lit collection :happybounce:
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LazyPrinzez Featured By Owner May 7, 2016
You're welcome! :)
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ppgrainbow Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
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ElodetCameron22 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Student Digital Artist
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ElodetCameron22 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Student Digital Artist
New small message on my newspaper, me allows me to send you the link, thank you in advance if you take time to read it!

elodetcameron22.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-Open-496129765
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ElodetCameron22 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hello!
Thank you in advance if you take time to read this, does not hesitate to post a comment, thank you!
elodetcameron22.deviantart.com…
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Emperor-Lee Featured By Owner May 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello! This message is being copy+pasted to everyone on the list, so it's not directed at you specifically. It is just a reminder! :heart:
The FLYR8 contest ends exactly one week from now, on June 6th at midnight. It was extended.
I will not accept entries after Midnight!
If you don't have your entry done, just remember you have 7 days! If you are not able to finish by then, please let me know.
If you already have an entry, remember you can have as many entries as you want! The more entries you have, the better chance you have of winning!
If you are not already watching me, please do so, for further updates.
Thank you for your participation, I look forward to judging the contest! :heart:
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Emperor-Lee Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello!
Just a reminder that The contest to draw my OC, FLYR8, ends in ten days, on June 1st.
Please let me know if you are not able to finish in time, so I can extend the date if not enough people can make it.
By the way, thank you for entering! :heart:
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oWinTer Featured By Owner May 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so much for the watch:love:  I really appreciate it!!Heart Balloon Emote 
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LazyPrinzez Featured By Owner May 8, 2014
You're welcome~ :>
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